Holiday mood~

hmm...since such a long time i din update..out of a sudden,i jz rmb ooo~ i hv a blog..and i notice tat everytime i only rmb it when i feel confusing or lonely..start to monolog here..hehe..



wow~it oredi more than one month im back from kch of my practical..bt,maybe the exam...activities..during tiz 3 weeks makes me keep busying and forget bout time fly..from now,i m just really sit down and think of myself..wat had i did for tiz upper half year..did i use it wisely?? think so~ attend classes...study...practical...final exam...part time work..+ sum short holidays! really enjoy myself to the max even just for few days in tioman!



today is the first day bak to college for class...is new semester again! but when our lecture say''hey student,tiz semester is ur final year dy..still in empty brain?? could not be..if nt u're deeply in red light..'' his ''final year'' really make me awake! omgosh~im a year 3 student dy...im senior..bt hw cum i still feeling like not my basic is not strong enough...cant answer sum simple question oso..haihzz~really need to brush up myself before for second practical placement..if nt sure will kena bullet ..opsss~i dun think is bullet dy..is meriam!! anywayz, im still in holiday mood la..the first half an hour in the class,im fully concentrated...bt the last one hour...im keep on adjusting myself frm the chair..so tak biasa sitting on the chair for such a long time..then,i start dreaming...hehe...bt thank god! today our lecture ffk us for two lesson..so,i only go for college to attend one class...so,hopefully next week im can away from hoilday mood dy..fully concentrate!!!



ohya! do u noe wat make me rmb of tiz blog again?? tat is my god ma,mak panda...and the others two mak-mak..i really miss them even though just afta bak from tioman trip with them..though the days spent with them is less...not really full 10 week with them in kch..if im not mistaken,only could knew them on our third week of practical..bt,thank god! our faith get us hold together....still rmb when the first day i reach kch,my mind is blue...hw can i survive here for 10 weeks?? since i had sum bad memories here...hmm not really bad la..or i can say tat i have faith with kch,swk..i did my NS there..at sematan! so, i deeply understand wat is ''homesick''!! luckily i manage to gone through the tough days there and tahan sampai last day,7 june only out frm camp..and bak to k.l...cz most of my friends came together with me gone bak early..most of them gave the reason of form 6! have to go bak start school... again, i got homesick for first few days of my practical at kch,GH..sumore the ady get bullet frm the first day of practical...so stress out!! but,tiz time the homesick not so bad..at least i have my coursemate gone through together with me...tahan!! out of a sudden,really din expect it to be happen! my day turn into colourful till i meet them..all the sweet memories together...oredi store in my deep heart core~ and i'll never regret to make another silly decision bak to kch again..since last 2 years i oredi had faith with kch..so,if possible...i really pray i can bak there once more time to do my second placement..people might say tat my decision is silly enough..why not go and explore others place??but i really dun care...i miss my mummy a lotz...i think they also miss us a lotz..till they have to get into fb...to update themselves and learn to use it...aiya..so troublesome for them~ but anywayz,do take care of urself...jaga bp..cholesterol...exercise is a must! till now, i dunoe when we can meet again...only can wait for good timing..bt actually im afraid of wait wait n wait..end out we lost contact..since it is a long distance relationship..so sumtimes is difficult to maintain it...bit i'll try mybest to make it out! though last time i did have besties for five years since form 1-5..everyday we'll meet each other in school..bt afta graduation..we lost contact! such a waste~



haihzz...................................................................confusing~time for dinner!

start moving~ Never Give up!!
it gonna be another day with the sunshine...
gambate..@.@