Helpless

hmm...out of a sudden,my mood swing after heard sumthing bad happen about her..i have the urge to call instead of send sms..but just worry might disturbing her from busying sumthing important..at last,i make a called...

i asked ''halo~ are u okay? oredi have ur dinner?"

but im sure tat she didnt have appetide to have it..but i wish she will answer yes, i did..

she answer " ya..im okay..i didnt hv my dinner.."

she answer with a sad tone with worries..is obviously not cheer up..her ''okay'' make me more worries..didnt sound like ok at all but still tahan~

afta a few minutes of talking to her..i decided to end the called..becoz im helpless~the way i think that can help is cheer up her mind set..so,i should stop buzzing around her ears...give her some time and rest her mind....then, i end my words by advising her at least drink sumthing ..dun ever sleep with empty stomach..

anywayz, im sure she can gone through tiz tough days..
Gambateh !!! we will alwayz support u...
everything will have it own solution...
Never Give Up in ur job..dun premature pls~
It gonna be another day with the sunshine..^^

Holiday mood~

hmm...since such a long time i din update..out of a sudden,i jz rmb ooo~ i hv a blog..and i notice tat everytime i only rmb it when i feel confusing or lonely..start to monolog here..hehe..



wow~it oredi more than one month im back from kch of my practical..bt,maybe the exam...activities..during tiz 3 weeks makes me keep busying and forget bout time fly..from now,i m just really sit down and think of myself..wat had i did for tiz upper half year..did i use it wisely?? think so~ attend classes...study...practical...final exam...part time work..+ sum short holidays! really enjoy myself to the max even just for few days in tioman!



today is the first day bak to college for class...is new semester again! but when our lecture say''hey student,tiz semester is ur final year dy..still in empty brain?? could not be..if nt u're deeply in red light..'' his ''final year'' really make me awake! omgosh~im a year 3 student dy...im senior..bt hw cum i still feeling like not my basic is not strong enough...cant answer sum simple question oso..haihzz~really need to brush up myself before for second practical placement..if nt sure will kena bullet ..opsss~i dun think is bullet dy..is meriam!! anywayz, im still in holiday mood la..the first half an hour in the class,im fully concentrated...bt the last one hour...im keep on adjusting myself frm the chair..so tak biasa sitting on the chair for such a long time..then,i start dreaming...hehe...bt thank god! today our lecture ffk us for two lesson..so,i only go for college to attend one class...so,hopefully next week im can away from hoilday mood dy..fully concentrate!!!



ohya! do u noe wat make me rmb of tiz blog again?? tat is my god ma,mak panda...and the others two mak-mak..i really miss them even though just afta bak from tioman trip with them..though the days spent with them is less...not really full 10 week with them in kch..if im not mistaken,only could knew them on our third week of practical..bt,thank god! our faith get us hold together....still rmb when the first day i reach kch,my mind is blue...hw can i survive here for 10 weeks?? since i had sum bad memories here...hmm not really bad la..or i can say tat i have faith with kch,swk..i did my NS there..at sematan! so, i deeply understand wat is ''homesick''!! luckily i manage to gone through the tough days there and tahan sampai last day,7 june only out frm camp..and bak to k.l...cz most of my friends came together with me gone bak early..most of them gave the reason of form 6! have to go bak start school... again, i got homesick for first few days of my practical at kch,GH..sumore the ady get bullet frm the first day of practical...so stress out!! but,tiz time the homesick not so bad..at least i have my coursemate gone through together with me...tahan!! out of a sudden,really din expect it to be happen! my day turn into colourful till i meet them..all the sweet memories together...oredi store in my deep heart core~ and i'll never regret to make another silly decision bak to kch again..since last 2 years i oredi had faith with kch..so,if possible...i really pray i can bak there once more time to do my second placement..people might say tat my decision is silly enough..why not go and explore others place??but i really dun care...i miss my mummy a lotz...i think they also miss us a lotz..till they have to get into fb...to update themselves and learn to use it...aiya..so troublesome for them~ but anywayz,do take care of urself...jaga bp..cholesterol...exercise is a must! till now, i dunoe when we can meet again...only can wait for good timing..bt actually im afraid of wait wait n wait..end out we lost contact..since it is a long distance relationship..so sumtimes is difficult to maintain it...bit i'll try mybest to make it out! though last time i did have besties for five years since form 1-5..everyday we'll meet each other in school..bt afta graduation..we lost contact! such a waste~



haihzz...................................................................confusing~time for dinner!

start moving~ Never Give up!!
it gonna be another day with the sunshine...
gambate..@.@

sarawakian!

hmm..as i promise,i will share sumthing with u all..
start from the day,i step into physio department...
throughout my own observation n experience.....
people in sarawak can further divide into two group; good/bad

wat mean good? they are very friendly...trustful...helpful..etc
from the first day i start to work at sarawak general hospital(SGH)..i found out tat i oredi got communication probs..omg! below is sum of the basic language tat i learn frm them:
sik=no/not si non=di sini kamek=me kita= you aou=yes

aikss..the worst part is most of the patient speak sarawak bm with me lol~
i ask ''mak cik,mana sakit?'' she answer'' si non'' pointing her thigh..
then further i ask''sudah berapa lama mak cik sakit?'' she answer sumthing i really nt understand..tat moment make me wana waves white flag dy..hw can i finsh my assessment and treat them..haihzz speechless~
afta tat,i start to think think n think ..y most of the patient talk to me in swk bm?
out of sudden,i ask the physio there..am i looks like swkian? they asnwer'' actually u looks like bidayuh lo..'' im like OMGOSH~no wonder tiz happen!

Day by day..luckily i manage to handle it la..with all my sign and body language..
opss..back to the good people here..

Actually i feel luckily tat i manage to make friends with 2 of the patient tat i treat..among the patients,aunty sarojah @ mdm kho are the one who alwayz bring us out to travel around kuching in weekend...they really treat us as their own daughter dy..hehehe..

how i meet aunty sarojah?? of course she is my patient,but she gt shoulder pain probs..
so, while giving her the treatment..i chit chat with her..
when she noe tat im nt local and bored to stuck in the room in weekend..straight away she ask for my hp number and promise to bring us to church on good friday...tat kind of happiness was really unable to describe it la..wow~she is so nice la..the further weekend, she also bring us go shopping at the spring...and her niece burfday BBQ party! hahahaha...

how i meet mdm kho? wow~do u notice ''mdm'' she is not ordinary mdm of house wife oo...she is a POLICEWOMEN ! lol when i filling in the occupation..i was like??!! huh~policewomen! r u? she answer''ya~ soory..it doesnt mean i dun trust her..bt,in my life is the first time i meet a chinese policewomen..actually from the gait she walk into our department i oredi notice sumthing special
about her....bcoz she 100% gt the wayz of the policeman walk! tegaknya~ but unluckily she gt lowback pain probs..actually is early prolapse intervertebra disc (PID)..as usual i chit chat with patient...i ask her'' y sarawakian close their shop so early? the first weekend we din manage to hv our dinner..restaurant was close! youngster here din hv night life ge meh? and lotz lotz of questions...then,again she ask for my hp no and promise to bring me out in one of the weekend..wow~extremly happy dy!!! Afta work, we walked bak room...n planing the place to hv our dinner...when open the door,my phone rang~~is HER !! u gals jz finish work?yaya~ wana go out hv dinner? of course~later i fetch u gals out k? okok! when end of the called, we were too exciting dy till jumping here n there.. OMGOSH! she can read our mind~ so,we hv our dinner at cross river(tourist place) and order the famous ayam penyet!
afta tat day,she become our god mother dy..as well as emak panda..bcoz we are the anak panda who like to hv night life..hahaha..

hmm...my mind is in hibernate mode...
time to sleep bcoz hv to save more energy to work in ward tml..
so, the story of bad people ..to be continue~
take k..@.@

All about dayz in kuching,swk???!!!!

wuhoo~time flies ya....about 1 month im here,kuching!!!!! a lotz lotz of things wana share with u..
-the people here..
-the environment here..
-the food here..
-the language here..

waitz~im gonna begin my story with how i spent my day..today!

early morning,around 8am woke up ..then leave the room around 0930...ride a bus to kuching pasar..walk around at indian street..waterfront( tourist place)..actually my friend and me are finding sum breakfast to eat..end out cant find any nice food to eat...with the emtpy stomach we walk along the souvenir street...coz the day before we plan to buy it early dy.. afta 3 hours of walk walk n walk..finally i cant tahan the lapar dy..since they are so enjoying bargain goods..so im jz sitting aside,gv sum comments and wait for them..afta sumtime i cant even do tat dy..EXTREMELY LAPAR!!! they notice dy..so,we went to eat malay foods-nasi lemak special..really special !! rm4 like normal la..rice,sambal,ikan bilis,kacang..bt only hv 2 cold CHICKEN WING~ im in hunger dy..y he treat me like tat..the menu piccha show chicken breast..bt nw turn into wing! walao~ afta tat meal, again we continue to shops for souvenir.. another 3 hours..around 1600 we end our shopping by eating the famous ABC at open air market..again we ride a bus to our house.

Ohya! we saw a gangs of youngster curi the money in the box when the bus driver not in bus..wow!! they so brave rr!! we only noe tat they are pencuri when the bus driver ask us where the money gone??!! when they took the $$, we thought they are jz playing with the bus driver..so pity the bus driver searching around the gangs of pencuri..then, we cant wait for the bus driver to search anymore..we oredi wait frm 1730 to 1830 ..the last bus to our area was 1830..so,we jz took another bus to back house..Pity the bus driver la..may god bless him~

afta having our cathering dinner,out of sudden we think of today gt night market at Satok area..so,again we went there by walking..walk walk n walk..till around 2130 back home!
yea~my dayz end with blogging...

sorry..is late nw..feel sleepy dy..
nxt blog i only continue my story of people i meet here la..
nitez! @.@

Bye Bye & Miss you

To all my dearest friends and family :

I think today will be the last blog i'll post before i go to kuching,tat is nxt friday
due to the mountain of assignments have to finish before dateline,tat is oso next friday
due to the crazy test ,test and test..yaya~i hv three tests wating for me in tiz weekend &
nxt week

I think i gotta miss u all soon much very soon~
im soory for i cant celebrate with u all on our next burfday celebration..
but i'll make a call back to u all when that dayz come..
pls dun forget to infrom me when u all have the celebration..k?

I think i have to start packing luggage..
shirts,pant,under garments,toothpaste,toothbrush,towel,shampoo,shower gel,comb..
biscuits,milo,oats,snacks,mug,spoon,fork...
hanger,clips,fabs,brush,old newspaper,nail keeper...
notes,pencil case,A4 paper,bag,shoes, slipper...
watz i left rrr?? ohya!! $$$ is the most important~~ hehehe

okayz,i think tat all la..
should start my action of packing my luggage cant just be thinking of it
take care & keep in touch
it gonna be another day with the sunshine
Gambate ...@.@

Heal the world

look out the window is rainning cat & dog..
but is a abnormal sign of rain..
the sky is bright and shine into my eyes..
ouchs~is pain and uncomfortable
the strong wind is blowing toward me through the open window
bang!! i close the window quickly and start thinking..
are they fighting to be the strongest?? the sun or the wind or the rain will win??
who noes?? but human being must be the victim in their fight..
without sun,human will die in hunger and cold
without wind,human will die in hot sun
without rain,human will die in dehydration

hmm..how to say?? ya..it is a natural phenomena
letz appreciate it what we have and share with others
pls dun be selfish to heal the world..

start moving~Never Give up!!
gambate..@.@

wow~

wow~2 minutes left then it will turn into first day of march!!

wow~time fly...especially happy moments spent together with friends..chatz..laugh..ejek..

wow~2 week time left to preare myself go for clinical placement at kuching,sarawak

wow~ten week at there.....................................................really cant image how life goes on

wow~2moro morning sumore gt 0900 class tim..feel suffocating!!



anywayz,it gonna be another with the sunshine..POSITIVE THINKING!!

last but not least,i wish~~~~

those who have exam soon, good luck!

those who trying to find a partner,good luck too!! hope u really get ur luv one's~xD

those who getting off their P license soon,congratz!!!

keep moving~Never Give up!!

gambate @.@