母亲节快乐

我的人生第一次暑假终于来临了! 从冬天就期待着夏天的降临..但是有点小失望，这里的天气实在难料..一时乌云 一时暴晒 一时刮风 一时暴雨连黄红黑警报都一一出现! 夏天； 衣服不干是常事 袜子湿透也是经常 出门，雨伞是必带品!!

今天是母亲节，家人又照常的送餐照来当作娱乐。。在面子书里post： 

“啊咪,母亲节快乐! 虽然今年少了乾妈,但我坚信她的欢笑声依然与我们一起。。话说家姐送几张餐照要我选。。选好main dish后就在我面前"帮"我吃剩骨头?! 嘿,老弟这算什么啊。。连甜品蛋糕(照片)也是! 这家人真的令我又爱又恨! Beh tahan 啊~
今年是第一年不能与你们一起庆祝,但其实是可以的。。眼见别人一个个拿着行李托出房门。。那个从心底发出的开心脸,我挣扎了。。但最后还是选择-留下。。坚信着这选择没错! 不后悔而更美好的事在等我! 至我的家人,等我回来时你们的钱包就出血了 哈哈哈~”

 事后反复认真想。。很无奈~ 很挣扎，我选择留下是否真的对吗？眼见别人一个个托着行李出房门。。那发自内底的开心。。踏上归家路的兴奋是多么的令我这个异乡多么羡慕啊 但是内心有一股很坚定的信心告诉自己，选择留下没错，前面有更好的事情等着我去实现吖！不要那么轻易给恶魔打到。。好的！一直这样安慰自己。。平复心情。。在这三个月里我的目标；读暑假科，划艇大专比赛，打暑假工-我要过得更充实，不后悔！

Never Give Up!
Its gonna be another day with sunshine~

我又会来了~ 想念你！

时隔一年多,我又再次回到这儿~

原本打算温习FA 准备即将来临的考试 但是又再次被恶魔压力打败，掉入逃避陷阱。。
无聊得scroll下朋友的近况。。发现身在国外读书的那位高中朋友也有他自己的小天地 记载着自己的心路历程 同样的面临离乡背井 复杂心情 。。就这样勾起我的一股冲动，想起曾经属于自己的一边小天地。。好让我疏解情绪 重新整理。。把内心话一一记载。。 喜。怒。 哀。乐； 有幸的，能找到人与你一起分享。分担。事件幸福的事 但没找到，又何必炫耀自己或挖苦抓人吐苦水呢？ 有心的，真正关心你的人，始终会有办法知道你的近况。。 开解你。。哄你开心。。而我，庆幸的，真的感觉到我身边的却有这班人的存在~ 亲爱的家人，亲于姐妹的朋友和一直在背后默默守护我的那个他。。感恩！

回望过去的自己，自从毕业后就一直忙碌于工作。。做六休一日。朝八晚六·的工作时间。 回想起来真有点让人抓狂！ 逛街，朋友聚会，去看戏的一点小娱乐完完全全的被吞没了，休假一日可以死睡就满足不过了。。过去一年多，的却发生很多事情，转变更多， 未来的不堪设想

以前总是很自傲的觉得，比身边朋友更早知道自己的理想事件好事。。有清晰目标的自己没错~感觉良好。。就这样像一只自以为是的马一样狂奔与目标而忽略了身边的一些微小但足以让自己后悔 忏愧的事。。去年契媽的逝去，这打击像是大巴大巴的刮醒了我。。
原来自己从来没有与她的一张合照。。很遗憾，留的只有家庭大合照、
原来自己是那么的自私。。陪朋友吃喝玩乐的时间还多于家人
原来自己是被家人那么的疼惜着。。 一意孤行要出国读书，家人帮我圆梦

“忠言逆耳” 以前经常被她唠唠叨叨骂着说在兄弟姐妹中，你就是最自私的那个。。对家庭付出得最少的那个。。现在已不孝顺等以后才想来报孝。。你会后悔的！现在我的确很后悔没有好好的孝敬你。。很想念你那开怀大笑。。 乐观开朗的女强人！很感激你从小就教导我们做人的道理。。细心栽培 做我们的好榜样。。你用一辈子的精力贡献给于每一位兄弟姐妹的家庭成员，尤其是对我们这一家，你的伟大牺牲，很感恩！

在天国的你，希望你听到。。没有你，没有今天的我。。
是你，给我鼓励迈向自己喜爱的运动发展。。还记得小学运动会，我苦苦求饶父母来看自己的比赛。。只有你，肯来给予支持。。颁奖的那刹那，如果容许我给予感谢词，一定是你！
是你，把我调教得那么的独立的面对一切。。自己的事就尽量自己解决 别多加于麻烦给别人
是你，让我学会勇敢的踏出人生的每一步。。勇于尝试挑战
是你，告诉我要自信得活出自己。。别活在别人的眼光下
我答应你，从今以后我会尽我所能报孝，爱护我的兄哥弟姐妹，珍惜身边每一位对我好的人。。放慢脚步一一体验身边的人。事。物。

来了将近八个月，无可否认这次的人生大体验，让离乡背井的我成长了不少。。
这这里所经历的甜。酸。苦。辣。暑假再慢慢聊。。现在是时候面对现实，温习！免得又再做让自己会后悔的事。。那就无药可救啦！

 Never Giver Up!!
Its gonna be another day with the sunshine~

我回来了!

210812 1546 晴天

我回来了! 相隔一年多,我并无忘记这篇属于我的小天地..也代表这一年来,我真的过得很充实! 没空来这分享喜怒哀乐.讨论意见.发泄个人情绪~ 好消息!

但是今天为什么会回来这叻? 吾知点概,今天总觉得特别emo/moody 吧! 首先,应该update 一下关注我消息的朋友先啦...一年前,我已毕业了..现在已是一位物理治疗师了! 哈哈 工作愉快吗? 一般了..但是在半年的rotation工作 其间,我终于体会到原来工作可以很享受! 每天返工都好开心,零压力! 很期待每朝新一天的开始,与病人治疗..聊天! 但是一切重于工作的环境..好上司,和谐的同事~ 这一切已是过去色,只能怀念. 而今,我只能做好我的本分.做到最好成绩! 做事最重要对得住天地良心,问心无愧.

接下来的几天,应该会很忙不过来这忙里偷闲! 哈哈哈~ 没关系,有空一定会再回来分享.讨论.发泄!

永不放弃 ^0^

FTAAA Calender of Events 2011

Jan
23-01-2011 POAWP cross country

Feb
19-02-2011 Putrjaya Hari Wilayah run
20-02-2011 City Day Run (dataran merdeka)
26-02-2011 MISC walkaton

MArch
6-03-2011 KL Towerthon
7-03-2011 NTV 7 feel good run
13-03-2011 Barnoe half marathon
14-19 march 2011 KL-Maran Walk
20-03-2011 World Kidney Day Run (dataran merdeka)
26-03-2011 FTAAA Jump Events

April
27-04-2011 Malay Mail Big Walk (Dataran Merdeka)

MAy
8-05-2011 Coca Cola Run (dataran Merdeka)

June
26-06-2011 Standard Chartered KL marathron (dataran Merdeka)

July
10-07-2011 Siemens Run
17-07-2011 Olympic Day run
30-07-2011 SHAPE Night Run

Merry Christmas!

im bak~ suddenly feel moody..

think like wana talk to ppl but..

TING!! i think of i still hv a blog....^^

as usual,i always talk to myself here..

still hv 2hours to end 2010 christmas!

hmm..today! i start my day with the church..

is a big challenge to myself!

ops~ soory,im nt a christian...

bt i went there to watch a ''junior'' stage performance

again,be sumbody SUPPORTORs!

tat i always do..

i tell myself before i went to the pandan indah church..

''for sure i'll get brain wash by them..they are very friendly,

but i hv to respect others religions..so,anything,jz keep my mouth shut!

no comment to make of...

actually,im still not so into the religion things..

i jz believe wat i experience myself..

ya,can say im a free thinker..

bt for those who not,they might think tat we'll lost our way in life sumtimes

but i deeply believe in myself!

I am who I am..

who created me? definitely is my parents!

auk ooo~ doesnt wana touch so much of religion things..

for sure a lotz of questioning & battle will happen later...

hmm..half the day gone at the church

bak home help mum to make CNY biscuit

as usual every year she'll baked sum cookies prepare for CNY

and we end our bakery work at 7pm!

hahaha~

anyway,today i did enjoted myself at the church

and i learned a phase tat quite meaningful!

包容，信心，盼望

plant a seed in our mind tat

always think of tiz phase when we facing up& down in our life!

good nite!

sweet dreams..

i miss my kch days...

my foster mum & sister so muchie!!!

hope i can meet them very soon..

but i noe tat the days still far far away frm me..

tat i cant even predict wat goin to happen to me the nxt morning

im glad tat im still alive every morning i open my eyes

i still have my sensation..

my mind still concious..

appreciate the days when we are alive & still healthy!

it gonna be another day with the sunshine!

Plant positive seed! POSITIVE THINKING!!!

gomenasai...ごめんなさい

gomenasai..

sorry..

minta maaf..

对不起。。

对吾咀。。

that is the only word i can say..

is too late to apologize??

out of that, i cant do anything..

there is misunderstanding between us..

i did try to explain it...but

it turn worst...

at this moment,

im still confusing of the reason

that cause you angry..

美丽的谎言？？

make you lost trust of me..

but,i juz wana keep sum surprise..

it jz tat simple!

pls dun too trust of 6th sense..

the accuracy might be wrong..

or the evaluation??

you cant fully blame me bout tat..

since u gv me the chance to evaluate..

i hv the right to gv out my opinion...

no matter hw the bad the result is..

it jz a number!

doesnt mean anything..

if still cant accept the result...

jz forget about it..tatz it~

i hope it wont cause as a barrier in our friendship..

but no matter how...

you're still in my sista list!

im still believe in friends forever~

it gonna be another day with the sunshine..

never give up!

gambateh!! @.@

Energetic

feel ohmm now!!

after wake up from tidur mati for hours

continuous 3 days 3 night of "hard works"

hahaha...pay off!! worth it to do so..

hard works?? yaya...

my ''mummy'' came to k.l for meeting..

is 4 days 3 night...for sure!

i'll grab tiz chance to meet her as well..

treat her nice food..do some shopping..

though is quite tiring of doin planning..driving..

but the laughter and happiness ady to overcome it..

im willing to do again if there is another chance too!

pls dun feel sory...troublesome for me

you're welcum to do so...

becoz you're my dearest mummy~

moreover,i have to thank you so much

for take caring us when we really need help..

if not ,i think we had bored and died in depression dy..

you are my angle...is faith link us together..

to me, our relationship is precious,i'll treat it nicely..

never let it end with regrets..

honestly, you giving me a feeling of

safety..comfortable to be with you..instead of ''tiger face''

lovely mum!

still fresh in my brain tat our first night meet....

we had dinner at tropicana city mall...

at otak otak place..order otak otak!

i feel surprise tat you asking me wat is otak otak..

thank god..you like the taste!

2000,night is still young~

we been to I-city ,shah alam...

actually was also my first time to visit there..

wow~ the night view of the colourful trees..amazing!

never thought tat you will complaint of in hunger instead of sleepy...

sumore in midnight..haha..let go~

jom ! have supper at SS2..

is 0100, time tat i sent you back hotel..

half of the day gone...

hmm...tuesday night..

thought tat we cant hv dinner together..

bcoz, you mention tat might be spent with friends..

but end out, a sudden attack of call..

of course i wont you have a lonely dinner..

so on the way to fetch you,keep on using brain juice..do planing..

is too sudden! my mind is blank of nice food..

feel excited we can have dinner together..

at last, we went to KlCC....

again, half day gone...

wednesday night..not really spent time with you

but, at last i manage to make it...

huhuu~ so fast! time fly with happy moments

is thursday..a day, we have to say goodbye ..

i wish tat never say goodbye..but...

may you hv a safe journey of flight..

im sure we will meet very soon~

take care...

love you..muackzzz~ ^^